It's christmas.
I'm wearing new top, earrings & ring that mom bought me.
I'm watching P.S I love you.
And i dreamt about Steve last night.
3 times.
That normal?
:P
I love christmas :)
Thursday, 25 December 2008
Sunday, 21 December 2008
Jack Penate: We will be here
I watched stef take the wrapping of a chocolate coin off in his mouth.
Eventful day.
Eventful day.
Saturday, 20 December 2008
Panic! At the DIsco - I write sins not tragedies
''I love seeing buildings from far away. It makes everything seem so... real. But so unreal at the same time. ''
Cameron M - 19.12.08. Standing on the motorway bridge.
Cameron M - 19.12.08. Standing on the motorway bridge.
Fingersmith
The first honest picture i've ever taken in my life. No beauty or facial makeup (apart from my eyes).
My face. Nothing covering it. My actual face - just totally meee. I dont care about opinion. It's just honesty. Kind of like Van Gogh. & Yeah I do smile like an idiot. That's my actual smile believe it or not. I've always edited my pictures so you can't see my actual face - just cause they usually look better. So here's a proper one. Ha.
The Academy Is: Everything we had
Friday: was fabulous. Got to school. First we had assembly. Mr Macateer basically talked about the inspectors, and told us lame jokes. (He does it every year - it's a tradition. Every year he does Blonde jokes, Three men go into a bar, and sexist jokes. It was so funny. I was next to Cameron and we love the big cheese (Y).
First lesson was German. We watched this weird German sitcom thing. BULLSHIT but really really funny to watch.
Break.
After break it was the Carol Concert. It was SOOOOOOOOOOOOOo good this year. I was next to Joe N, Cameron, and near Georgie, Connor & Joe B. It was SO funny. And there's this fit RE teacher in our school, who every single girl is in love with, so one of the videos in the play was the song 'here come the girls', with all the female teachers running after him :D. He's so yummy. As soon as he came on the screen, EVERY SINGLE girl in the hall (i'm not actually kidding) started screaming and clapping. HE'S BLOODY GORGEOUS!!! The play was based on Jack & the beanstalk. Mr Macateer was jack's mum - wig, dress & all. Oh this one was SO funny.
After this we were in form for an hour, then left early.
Met Bethan, Cameron, Michael, Olivia K and Olivia C in the locker room. We gave bags we didn't wanna walk with to cameron to put in his mums car, then we all went off to Slough. First we went to boots & topshop, then we all met up in McDonalds. It was hilarious, because there was George and Jake from our year sitting on one of the tables. There were loads of year 8's in the queue and sitting down. Going to the top was amazing though, because on the left by the window was a table of ST B year 8s. On the right was Joe N, some year 9s, Lauren, Victoria and their group. Then Louis, Chloe, Alicia and Josh Rae were in the corner. Then we bumped into Karina, Roisin & Chloe who'd just finished, and we gave eachother hugs and kisses then they left.
After Mcdonalds we went to the cinema and saw Madagascar 2. It was awesome. I had the misfortune of having to attempt to change from my uniform into my own clothes in the cinema aisle. It was... amazing.
Finished the film, went to HMV, went to Tescos to get me some hair dye, then we got the train back to mine.
Got home, started watching 'IT'. It was boring so we put on The Ring instead. We got bored half way through so we decided to play some medal of honour. That was really fun :D. Then we went to Cameron's house to get our bags. Came home, dumped our stuff, and went walking to the motorway. It's SO beautiful at night, i can't explain it, and we were there for about half an hour.
We got home, had food, watched more of the Ring, played ALOT more Medal of Honour (rising sun). We watched lots of TV with my parents too - the IT crowd, and NMTB. I can't remember what else we did, but the more interesting bit came later. Played Twister :)
Mike & Cameron was supposed to sleep downstairs in my dining room on the sofa bed. But me and bethan set it up then lay there, we were too tired to move. Then cameron and mike came in and we ended up talking for about an hour. Mike fell asleep after that, and for a while we were all just lying there pretty much on top of eachother. Then me, Bethan & Cameron got bored, so we got the bubbly and finished it. Then we raided my liquor cabinet, and tried almost everything in there. Some of the stuff BURNED. Basically, Cameron got pissed, i got heavily tipsy and Bethan got Tipsy. Me and Cmaeron were SOO funny. He was talking about us dating in year 5, and he was talking about my old friend Shauna, but accidentaly called her Miss Shauna, which made us piss ourselves then laugh because we were laughing. It was SO funny and he's hilarious when he's drunk lol. WE had long long chats. About nothing basically. Slept at about 4 or 5ish?
Anyway, we all fell asleep on the sofa bed. Then cameron went and slept on the sofa, then slept on the foot of the bed, then slept next to me in the bed. Then i was squished and boiling, so i came upstairs and slept here. Then bethan soon followed. Then so did cameron haha.
I had a WICKED time though.
I just re-dyed my hair. Gonna see Becky later.
First lesson was German. We watched this weird German sitcom thing. BULLSHIT but really really funny to watch.
Break.
After break it was the Carol Concert. It was SOOOOOOOOOOOOOo good this year. I was next to Joe N, Cameron, and near Georgie, Connor & Joe B. It was SO funny. And there's this fit RE teacher in our school, who every single girl is in love with, so one of the videos in the play was the song 'here come the girls', with all the female teachers running after him :D. He's so yummy. As soon as he came on the screen, EVERY SINGLE girl in the hall (i'm not actually kidding) started screaming and clapping. HE'S BLOODY GORGEOUS!!! The play was based on Jack & the beanstalk. Mr Macateer was jack's mum - wig, dress & all. Oh this one was SO funny.
After this we were in form for an hour, then left early.
Met Bethan, Cameron, Michael, Olivia K and Olivia C in the locker room. We gave bags we didn't wanna walk with to cameron to put in his mums car, then we all went off to Slough. First we went to boots & topshop, then we all met up in McDonalds. It was hilarious, because there was George and Jake from our year sitting on one of the tables. There were loads of year 8's in the queue and sitting down. Going to the top was amazing though, because on the left by the window was a table of ST B year 8s. On the right was Joe N, some year 9s, Lauren, Victoria and their group. Then Louis, Chloe, Alicia and Josh Rae were in the corner. Then we bumped into Karina, Roisin & Chloe who'd just finished, and we gave eachother hugs and kisses then they left.
After Mcdonalds we went to the cinema and saw Madagascar 2. It was awesome. I had the misfortune of having to attempt to change from my uniform into my own clothes in the cinema aisle. It was... amazing.
Finished the film, went to HMV, went to Tescos to get me some hair dye, then we got the train back to mine.
Got home, started watching 'IT'. It was boring so we put on The Ring instead. We got bored half way through so we decided to play some medal of honour. That was really fun :D. Then we went to Cameron's house to get our bags. Came home, dumped our stuff, and went walking to the motorway. It's SO beautiful at night, i can't explain it, and we were there for about half an hour.
We got home, had food, watched more of the Ring, played ALOT more Medal of Honour (rising sun). We watched lots of TV with my parents too - the IT crowd, and NMTB. I can't remember what else we did, but the more interesting bit came later. Played Twister :)
Mike & Cameron was supposed to sleep downstairs in my dining room on the sofa bed. But me and bethan set it up then lay there, we were too tired to move. Then cameron and mike came in and we ended up talking for about an hour. Mike fell asleep after that, and for a while we were all just lying there pretty much on top of eachother. Then me, Bethan & Cameron got bored, so we got the bubbly and finished it. Then we raided my liquor cabinet, and tried almost everything in there. Some of the stuff BURNED. Basically, Cameron got pissed, i got heavily tipsy and Bethan got Tipsy. Me and Cmaeron were SOO funny. He was talking about us dating in year 5, and he was talking about my old friend Shauna, but accidentaly called her Miss Shauna, which made us piss ourselves then laugh because we were laughing. It was SO funny and he's hilarious when he's drunk lol. WE had long long chats. About nothing basically. Slept at about 4 or 5ish?
Anyway, we all fell asleep on the sofa bed. Then cameron went and slept on the sofa, then slept on the foot of the bed, then slept next to me in the bed. Then i was squished and boiling, so i came upstairs and slept here. Then bethan soon followed. Then so did cameron haha.
I had a WICKED time though.
I just re-dyed my hair. Gonna see Becky later.
Wednesday, 17 December 2008
Michael Jackson: P.Y.T (pretty young thing)
I HAVEN'T LISTENED TO THIS SONG IN 7 YEARS!
Still know all the lyrics though. That i'm quite proud of, i'll admit.
LISTEN TO THIS SONG. IT'S A COMPLETE LEGEND. AMAZING!
See. The caps show how much i love this song.
Still know all the lyrics though. That i'm quite proud of, i'll admit.
LISTEN TO THIS SONG. IT'S A COMPLETE LEGEND. AMAZING!
See. The caps show how much i love this song.
Adelle: Hometown Glory
This song's beautiful
Today was a good day. Towards the end mostly.
Morning was pretty normal.
First lesson was Science. Physics. It was dead easy, but everyone seemed to find it hard, and i was explaining it to Vikki and felt happy. See I CAN do work :)
Second lesson was Art. Oh hilarity :). Miss Girdwood, the fool, gave our class the task of making christmas chain things. And she gave us paper, glue, and glitter. She gave us glue and glitter. THE FOOL! I still have glitter in my hair and all over my back. It made me :D. N.B. you can't laminate gluey, glittery paper. It breaks.
Third lesson was English. Didn't do much. Insulted Jonny, and got insulted by Jonny. ^^. Lesson finished 20 minutes early for lunch. And lunch finished 20 minutes early.
Fourth double period was spent in the New Hall with the whole school except sixth form. They'd organised a film for us to watch - because the teachers needed the fourth period to practise the Carol Concert (its not actually a carol concert - it's a show that the teachers put on, taking the piss out of themselves and the sixth form). It was REALLY funny. I was with Louis, Anthony, Chloe, Rae, Liv, Alicia, Emily etc on the steps cause the seats were all taken up. We didnt mind - we weren't near any teachers, we had as much space as we wanted & good view of the stage where the film (Miracle on 34th st - its crap) was projected. We all dropped down onto the step below us - where year 8s were sitting. It was pretty squished but we were really comfortable. Aha, when the people kissed in the film the whole school started wolf whistling and cheering. It was awesome. BUT we were sitting near Domonic Truman - a year 11 who lives near me. He was throwing balls of paper at the year 8s and being annoying. But so were the year 8s so HA.
Two new plans made today. This friday (since it's a half day, and the end of term) Bethan, Cameron, Mike and I are gonna go into Slough (with our whole school, naturally ;)), have a meal, go to the cinema and come back to mine - where hopefully they'll sleep round.
I also arranged to go to Liquid with Bethan whenever it is - a Tuesday i think. Started planning my outfit already ^^. Almost certain it'll be my black shorts, black legwarmers & silvery high heels. Not sure about top - though i'd like to make use of my red waisted belt.
This saturday, if i'm not with B, C & M, i might be seeing Becky Omalley. Old friend. Known her forever - we used to be really close and i know her & her family inside out. Me and her brother nearly dated. He's SO happy that he's 16 now. Keeps saying 'IM LEGAL!' ¬¬. Useful that they live down Karinas road (which is about 3 minutes from my house). I love living where I do. Friends dotted about ;D.
Been a good day. Which tbh I needed (Y).
Today was a good day. Towards the end mostly.
Morning was pretty normal.
First lesson was Science. Physics. It was dead easy, but everyone seemed to find it hard, and i was explaining it to Vikki and felt happy. See I CAN do work :)
Second lesson was Art. Oh hilarity :). Miss Girdwood, the fool, gave our class the task of making christmas chain things. And she gave us paper, glue, and glitter. She gave us glue and glitter. THE FOOL! I still have glitter in my hair and all over my back. It made me :D. N.B. you can't laminate gluey, glittery paper. It breaks.
Third lesson was English. Didn't do much. Insulted Jonny, and got insulted by Jonny. ^^. Lesson finished 20 minutes early for lunch. And lunch finished 20 minutes early.
Fourth double period was spent in the New Hall with the whole school except sixth form. They'd organised a film for us to watch - because the teachers needed the fourth period to practise the Carol Concert (its not actually a carol concert - it's a show that the teachers put on, taking the piss out of themselves and the sixth form). It was REALLY funny. I was with Louis, Anthony, Chloe, Rae, Liv, Alicia, Emily etc on the steps cause the seats were all taken up. We didnt mind - we weren't near any teachers, we had as much space as we wanted & good view of the stage where the film (Miracle on 34th st - its crap) was projected. We all dropped down onto the step below us - where year 8s were sitting. It was pretty squished but we were really comfortable. Aha, when the people kissed in the film the whole school started wolf whistling and cheering. It was awesome. BUT we were sitting near Domonic Truman - a year 11 who lives near me. He was throwing balls of paper at the year 8s and being annoying. But so were the year 8s so HA.
Two new plans made today. This friday (since it's a half day, and the end of term) Bethan, Cameron, Mike and I are gonna go into Slough (with our whole school, naturally ;)), have a meal, go to the cinema and come back to mine - where hopefully they'll sleep round.
I also arranged to go to Liquid with Bethan whenever it is - a Tuesday i think. Started planning my outfit already ^^. Almost certain it'll be my black shorts, black legwarmers & silvery high heels. Not sure about top - though i'd like to make use of my red waisted belt.
This saturday, if i'm not with B, C & M, i might be seeing Becky Omalley. Old friend. Known her forever - we used to be really close and i know her & her family inside out. Me and her brother nearly dated. He's SO happy that he's 16 now. Keeps saying 'IM LEGAL!' ¬¬. Useful that they live down Karinas road (which is about 3 minutes from my house). I love living where I do. Friends dotted about ;D.
Been a good day. Which tbh I needed (Y).
Tuesday, 16 December 2008
Monday, 15 December 2008
Hawthorne Heights: Saying Sorry
This song is making me feel so alive (ok a bit of a soppy blog here). I dont really know why. It makes me feel EXACTLY how i felt in germany 2 years ago. My life was SO different then.
It makes me think of spending time with elisa, being away from home, being into stefan, being away from anything that mattered and having the mentality that anything can happen.
I really need that. And a song hasn't made me feel like that in ages.
It makes me think of spending time with elisa, being away from home, being into stefan, being away from anything that mattered and having the mentality that anything can happen.
I really need that. And a song hasn't made me feel like that in ages.
Genesis - Carpet Crawlers
Some people are seriously fucking me off.
You're not the making of my life so stop acting like it, ok?
You're not the making of my life so stop acting like it, ok?
Kanye west - Love lockdown
Me and mum are skilled.
First of all we told jamie over the phone to wait at the bus stop and we'd pick him up. Then we forgot about him and left him there for 10 minutes, so he walked home.
Then we forgot to go to the chemists after we went to lloyds in langley. We went home instead.
Then we got to the chemists and realised we'd forgotten the perscription. So we went home and got it. Then mum nearly forgot to pick up the bag of stuff after she'd paid for it. Char had to say, 'Would you like your things now?' Then she forgot where the car was.
:)
First of all we told jamie over the phone to wait at the bus stop and we'd pick him up. Then we forgot about him and left him there for 10 minutes, so he walked home.
Then we forgot to go to the chemists after we went to lloyds in langley. We went home instead.
Then we got to the chemists and realised we'd forgotten the perscription. So we went home and got it. Then mum nearly forgot to pick up the bag of stuff after she'd paid for it. Char had to say, 'Would you like your things now?' Then she forgot where the car was.
:)
Some woman's compositions that mom's showing me
I should explain what the 'My name is rebecca elizabeth...' thing is about.
All of the males on my fathers side that are alive now have the middle name 'Bokenham'. It's the surname of ancestors on my Dad's side - it is a VERYY historical name for our family, and children of both sexes have used the name. So, i'm going to legally change my name from R.E.A to R.E.B.A. The other day when me and dad were in the car, we were talking about our names, and he said 'its a shame that your middle name isn't bokenham'. And i said, 'i want it to be. Can i legally change it?' We went through this in year 6 - i added it to my name, but i basically forgot. So i want to get it done properly. I'm a Bokenham through and through :).
All of the males on my fathers side that are alive now have the middle name 'Bokenham'. It's the surname of ancestors on my Dad's side - it is a VERYY historical name for our family, and children of both sexes have used the name. So, i'm going to legally change my name from R.E.A to R.E.B.A. The other day when me and dad were in the car, we were talking about our names, and he said 'its a shame that your middle name isn't bokenham'. And i said, 'i want it to be. Can i legally change it?' We went through this in year 6 - i added it to my name, but i basically forgot. So i want to get it done properly. I'm a Bokenham through and through :).
Chemical Brothers: The salmon Dance
Ah becci. Becci Becci Becci. Off school AGAIN. Really wish I was in school, but i actually am ill. Me and mum are headed to the doctors soon. Here i am in my lovely boots, jeans, actual shirt with a T shirt underneath, long, thick (;)) purple scarf and my lovely new long black coat, but with a face that looks like it should belong to a bulldog that's run head first into a brick wall.
Not happy.
Not happy.
Sunday, 14 December 2008
Vampire Weekend: Ottoman
A guy over espin.com just said:
Would you feel offended in any way if I told you that I thought you were absolutely beautiful? :)
And it made my day. Thank you.
Would you feel offended in any way if I told you that I thought you were absolutely beautiful? :)
And it made my day. Thank you.
Beatles: Here comes The sun
I love photography. I want to be a photographer when i'm older. So i'm gonna keep a few of my favourite pictures here, incase i delete them or lose them or something.
I wanna see them together, so here they are :) The first one is a panoramic picture of my back garden. That means its loads and loads of pictures blended together. It took me hours. There's about 15 pictures blended together in that one.
I wanna see them together, so here they are :) The first one is a panoramic picture of my back garden. That means its loads and loads of pictures blended together. It took me hours. There's about 15 pictures blended together in that one.
All of these apart from the panoramic picture are UNEDITED.
One more time: Daft Punk
Yesterday:
Woke up early. Well, 10. But i'm never up that early on a saturday. :P Was up in time to actually be awake BEFORE my cousins come round. Christopher and Emily come round every Saturday because they both have the same piano teacher as me and Jamie - and she lives down my road, so they stay here before and after the lessons. Yesterday Me, Emily, Mum and Mum's twin sister (emily's mum), Kath, went into Slough to christmas shop. I got really stressed towards the end of it because of my money situation and the amount of people I need to buy for. And i HATE shopping with adults - they always look disapprovingly at what you're doing. And because mum gives me alot more freedom then kath gives Em (who's 12), she always says stuff like, ''...Oh.. are you sure your mum will let you buy heels that high, becci, hmm?'' *fake smile*. I can't stand it.
Oh well it wasn't too bad. Got presents for the main lot done - Cameron and Louis were the hardest to choose for. In the end it was Ted Baker bath & body bag thingies with a little rubber duck in :).
When we got in I saw steve walking towards me, and into claires for some reason. So i covered my face and dragged Em to the other side of the walkway. I don't think he saw me. I hope not...
At about 10ish, me and mum decided to go searching for a christmas tree, but the langley garden centre was closed so we decided to go to the MASSIVE tesco's to get some stuff.
I got a new black coat (one of those long ones. It's rather nice), new boots (cowboy style (Y) theyre gorgeous) and one of those fur hats that russians wear. Yes i know i bought it from tescos... i never do that... but who's gonna know, eh? But I think they look nice cause i walked through the door wearing my new stuff, and Dad looked and said, 'wow.. that really is... you look fabulous :)'. That made me happy.
And Alex won X Factor. Good on you.
Today me and mum went back to the garden centre to find a tree. We found one. And I saw Becky O & her mum there, but we both pretended not to notice eachother. I don't know why. It's not like I don't like her. I just have a habit of avoiding her whenever she comes knocking on my door. Super chav. Full pink tracksuit today. Marvelous.
Me and mum found a tree. But not a base. So me and Dad started making one with rocks, water and rolled up newspaper. I might go to camerons today with my new gear. Aha.
Woke up early. Well, 10. But i'm never up that early on a saturday. :P Was up in time to actually be awake BEFORE my cousins come round. Christopher and Emily come round every Saturday because they both have the same piano teacher as me and Jamie - and she lives down my road, so they stay here before and after the lessons. Yesterday Me, Emily, Mum and Mum's twin sister (emily's mum), Kath, went into Slough to christmas shop. I got really stressed towards the end of it because of my money situation and the amount of people I need to buy for. And i HATE shopping with adults - they always look disapprovingly at what you're doing. And because mum gives me alot more freedom then kath gives Em (who's 12), she always says stuff like, ''...Oh.. are you sure your mum will let you buy heels that high, becci, hmm?'' *fake smile*. I can't stand it.
Oh well it wasn't too bad. Got presents for the main lot done - Cameron and Louis were the hardest to choose for. In the end it was Ted Baker bath & body bag thingies with a little rubber duck in :).
When we got in I saw steve walking towards me, and into claires for some reason. So i covered my face and dragged Em to the other side of the walkway. I don't think he saw me. I hope not...
At about 10ish, me and mum decided to go searching for a christmas tree, but the langley garden centre was closed so we decided to go to the MASSIVE tesco's to get some stuff.
I got a new black coat (one of those long ones. It's rather nice), new boots (cowboy style (Y) theyre gorgeous) and one of those fur hats that russians wear. Yes i know i bought it from tescos... i never do that... but who's gonna know, eh? But I think they look nice cause i walked through the door wearing my new stuff, and Dad looked and said, 'wow.. that really is... you look fabulous :)'. That made me happy.
And Alex won X Factor. Good on you.
Today me and mum went back to the garden centre to find a tree. We found one. And I saw Becky O & her mum there, but we both pretended not to notice eachother. I don't know why. It's not like I don't like her. I just have a habit of avoiding her whenever she comes knocking on my door. Super chav. Full pink tracksuit today. Marvelous.
Me and mum found a tree. But not a base. So me and Dad started making one with rocks, water and rolled up newspaper. I might go to camerons today with my new gear. Aha.
Friday, 12 December 2008
Kill Hannah: Lovesick
FRIDAY :) went in today. Whayy.
Had tutorial today. Basically Mrs Brennon lets us do whatever we want, occasionally shouting out the work over the top of us but never expecting us to do anything.
I sit next to Cameron and we were discussing relationships and stuff. And how boring we are. I was just lying with my arms on the table and my head resting on them, and he had his arm round me and his head resting on his other arm. Lazy fags. Warm though.
First lesson was German. We're now doing the future. 'Ich werde im Sommer nach Deutschland gehen', etc. We played the outside game. Netto got moved in front of me. Lol he's a little pikey - but really sneaky. He's this small podgy indian kid who nicks your stuff and hides it without you noticing. He's annoyingly funny :P
Break. I sat in the form with Eilish, Shannon & Hollie. Talked. Usual.
RE. At first we had a reconciliation mass thing. Then we had a cover so me, Eilish & Dom spent the lesson throwing stuff at eachother. Well me and eilish threw stuff at Dom :).
Maths. Lol, had a right argument with Mr Chohan. He had the bloody nerve to call me Abbott. I said 'Excuse me, but did you just call me Abbott?' He said yes, and i gave him daggers and said, 'that's bloody rude.' UNFAIR that he should start yelling at me just cause i was absent during the last lesson. Me & my maths 'group' (Me, Warren, Emma, Shannon & Rob) spent the lesson copying eachother, shouting at mr chohan and bitching about him.
Lunch - went to the cantine & met up with Louis, Josh & Emily. WE went to S' form room, and spent most of the time attacking George (my ex) for his doughnuts. We didn't want doughnuts - it was just funny. We ended up running about most of the 90s block. Really funny, and really tiring.
Last lesson was Biology. Me and Louis found an advent calender on our table when we got into the class, so we scrabbled away at the packet hurriedly sharing them between our friends & our table before the lesson started. Mrs Edwards is such a joker. She goes proper SHRILL when she's angry. She's a little harmless thing. Short. Waddles, literally. Overbite. Got a really soft & quiet voice. But is easily rattled.
Neither Jamie, Karina OR Keri were getting the bus, so i walked into slough with Alert, Keri & Maria. And half of our school, obviously. Lol. Maria & Alert got picked up from bus stops, so we met up with Louis & josh R, and went into slough with them. Then Louis & josh peeled away, as did Keri, and i went into the trainstation. James D, Nadia & Max were in the station, so i talked with them until their train came. Got a hot chocolate from a guy who wouldn't stop staring at me, then i got the train back. I love getting the train - cause when i get the bus, it's just me, keri, karina and sometimes Jack talking. Then me and karina talk going home. THat's it. So boring. But when you go into slough - you're mixed with loads of people, something always happens & there's ALWAYS at least 5 people that you know.
Got home in le darky. These freaky indian builders stood outside their site and stared at me walking past when i went down my road, the pervs.
Had tutorial today. Basically Mrs Brennon lets us do whatever we want, occasionally shouting out the work over the top of us but never expecting us to do anything.
I sit next to Cameron and we were discussing relationships and stuff. And how boring we are. I was just lying with my arms on the table and my head resting on them, and he had his arm round me and his head resting on his other arm. Lazy fags. Warm though.
First lesson was German. We're now doing the future. 'Ich werde im Sommer nach Deutschland gehen', etc. We played the outside game. Netto got moved in front of me. Lol he's a little pikey - but really sneaky. He's this small podgy indian kid who nicks your stuff and hides it without you noticing. He's annoyingly funny :P
Break. I sat in the form with Eilish, Shannon & Hollie. Talked. Usual.
RE. At first we had a reconciliation mass thing. Then we had a cover so me, Eilish & Dom spent the lesson throwing stuff at eachother. Well me and eilish threw stuff at Dom :).
Maths. Lol, had a right argument with Mr Chohan. He had the bloody nerve to call me Abbott. I said 'Excuse me, but did you just call me Abbott?' He said yes, and i gave him daggers and said, 'that's bloody rude.' UNFAIR that he should start yelling at me just cause i was absent during the last lesson. Me & my maths 'group' (Me, Warren, Emma, Shannon & Rob) spent the lesson copying eachother, shouting at mr chohan and bitching about him.
Lunch - went to the cantine & met up with Louis, Josh & Emily. WE went to S' form room, and spent most of the time attacking George (my ex) for his doughnuts. We didn't want doughnuts - it was just funny. We ended up running about most of the 90s block. Really funny, and really tiring.
Last lesson was Biology. Me and Louis found an advent calender on our table when we got into the class, so we scrabbled away at the packet hurriedly sharing them between our friends & our table before the lesson started. Mrs Edwards is such a joker. She goes proper SHRILL when she's angry. She's a little harmless thing. Short. Waddles, literally. Overbite. Got a really soft & quiet voice. But is easily rattled.
Neither Jamie, Karina OR Keri were getting the bus, so i walked into slough with Alert, Keri & Maria. And half of our school, obviously. Lol. Maria & Alert got picked up from bus stops, so we met up with Louis & josh R, and went into slough with them. Then Louis & josh peeled away, as did Keri, and i went into the trainstation. James D, Nadia & Max were in the station, so i talked with them until their train came. Got a hot chocolate from a guy who wouldn't stop staring at me, then i got the train back. I love getting the train - cause when i get the bus, it's just me, keri, karina and sometimes Jack talking. Then me and karina talk going home. THat's it. So boring. But when you go into slough - you're mixed with loads of people, something always happens & there's ALWAYS at least 5 people that you know.
Got home in le darky. These freaky indian builders stood outside their site and stared at me walking past when i went down my road, the pervs.
Wednesday, 10 December 2008
Snow Patrol: You're all that I have
I had such a shit night last night.
My uncle was staying over - so he was in my room, so i had to sleep on the sofa again. Which is really uncomfertable, and far too hot.
Gloria was round, recording with mum, and they didn't finish until 1, and I could hardly sleep while they were making that racket. Trev the bastard woke up at 6ish, and was makin a right NOISE even in the living room. Dad at least had the decency to tel him to shut up and let me sleep.
Went into school today for once.
Senior Assembly first thing. We had inspectors in today - so everyone was on best behaviour. The assembly was about HIV & Aids. I was at the front with Cameron on one side, and Daniel, Alert & the guys on the other. Me & Daniel asked alert if, if we paid him, would he show the inspectors his boobs to get us higher marks? He said no. ¬¬.
First lesson was Chemistry. About 10 people were absent from our class, and so naturally me & louis just mucked about with the practical (don't panic, we get all the work done. We just get it done with big grins on our faces). We were in the Hut thing on the piaza. The Piaza is the concrete area wedged in between the field, the old gym, the 70s block & the tech block.
Break. I was with Louis, Alicia, Josh, Ant etc etc at break. They were nearest. We discovered that one of the music room had a faulty handle - as we heard yelling and banging on the door. We openeed it and a wide-eyed year 7 came out looking very shaken, bless him. They kept trying to force me to play stuff on the piano but I told him to bugger off - i was cold. :L
Second lesson was Art. The lesson went surprisingly quickly - i spent most of it trying to help bethan decipher what one of teh words said on her blurry Vogue image. It was irritating, but pretty fun.
Third lesson was English. We had the Big Mac (Headteacher) and an inspector in our class. Afterwards the inspector took our teaher out to tell her how impressed she was with our class - she loved how involved in the discussion we were and her teaching techniques, blah blah. Meanwhile we chatted to the Big Cheese about the assembly.
Lunch. Lol. I got the whole of S's form - louis, Alicia, Emily, Ant, Josh included, trying to do the thing where you throw a sweet or whatever and then catch it in your mouth. i'm ace at that. ;) We were doing it with fruit flakes. I was so proud. Then Louis was driving Ant around on the spinny chair calling him Mavis.
Last lesson was business studies. Mrs Killick told me she'd missed me on Monday. I told her i missed her back but she called me a liar. We spent the lesson copying up notes and me and hollie tried to get away from Petra's B.O.
I love waiting outside the school for Karina most of the time. My friends are SO lovely - and they all wait with me. Connor was first. He was just saying that i could give him a BJ as a christmas present ¬¬. Then nick. He thinks he's hard. He always talks about the kids he's beaten up, and how and when he mugged people. it sounds strange but he can be lovely though. He joined us. Then Keri came past and stood with us looking sheepish (she's not exactly friends with Nick & connor). Louis and anthony came next and waited with us. Then karina FINALLY got out, and me and the troop traipsed down to my bus stop.
It's GG wednesday, so karina came back to mine with me, i dropped off my stuff and picked up her xmas presents. Went back to Karinas. We watched GG like the losers we are. Watched loads of stuff, swapped presents (both necklaces :P), chatted, rara.
My uncle was staying over - so he was in my room, so i had to sleep on the sofa again. Which is really uncomfertable, and far too hot.
Gloria was round, recording with mum, and they didn't finish until 1, and I could hardly sleep while they were making that racket. Trev the bastard woke up at 6ish, and was makin a right NOISE even in the living room. Dad at least had the decency to tel him to shut up and let me sleep.
Went into school today for once.
Senior Assembly first thing. We had inspectors in today - so everyone was on best behaviour. The assembly was about HIV & Aids. I was at the front with Cameron on one side, and Daniel, Alert & the guys on the other. Me & Daniel asked alert if, if we paid him, would he show the inspectors his boobs to get us higher marks? He said no. ¬¬.
First lesson was Chemistry. About 10 people were absent from our class, and so naturally me & louis just mucked about with the practical (don't panic, we get all the work done. We just get it done with big grins on our faces). We were in the Hut thing on the piaza. The Piaza is the concrete area wedged in between the field, the old gym, the 70s block & the tech block.
Break. I was with Louis, Alicia, Josh, Ant etc etc at break. They were nearest. We discovered that one of the music room had a faulty handle - as we heard yelling and banging on the door. We openeed it and a wide-eyed year 7 came out looking very shaken, bless him. They kept trying to force me to play stuff on the piano but I told him to bugger off - i was cold. :L
Second lesson was Art. The lesson went surprisingly quickly - i spent most of it trying to help bethan decipher what one of teh words said on her blurry Vogue image. It was irritating, but pretty fun.
Third lesson was English. We had the Big Mac (Headteacher) and an inspector in our class. Afterwards the inspector took our teaher out to tell her how impressed she was with our class - she loved how involved in the discussion we were and her teaching techniques, blah blah. Meanwhile we chatted to the Big Cheese about the assembly.
Lunch. Lol. I got the whole of S's form - louis, Alicia, Emily, Ant, Josh included, trying to do the thing where you throw a sweet or whatever and then catch it in your mouth. i'm ace at that. ;) We were doing it with fruit flakes. I was so proud. Then Louis was driving Ant around on the spinny chair calling him Mavis.
Last lesson was business studies. Mrs Killick told me she'd missed me on Monday. I told her i missed her back but she called me a liar. We spent the lesson copying up notes and me and hollie tried to get away from Petra's B.O.
I love waiting outside the school for Karina most of the time. My friends are SO lovely - and they all wait with me. Connor was first. He was just saying that i could give him a BJ as a christmas present ¬¬. Then nick. He thinks he's hard. He always talks about the kids he's beaten up, and how and when he mugged people. it sounds strange but he can be lovely though. He joined us. Then Keri came past and stood with us looking sheepish (she's not exactly friends with Nick & connor). Louis and anthony came next and waited with us. Then karina FINALLY got out, and me and the troop traipsed down to my bus stop.
It's GG wednesday, so karina came back to mine with me, i dropped off my stuff and picked up her xmas presents. Went back to Karinas. We watched GG like the losers we are. Watched loads of stuff, swapped presents (both necklaces :P), chatted, rara.
Tuesday, 9 December 2008
Marillion: Kayleigh
I was off again today. Didn't get alot done. Directed my mum to Urban Outfitters in London over the phone. Errrr. Had a shower. Watched TV. Updated my espin thingy. Pretty much it, ahah. Looked up presents for friends; i've got quite alot this year.
My basics are: Cameron, Karina, Eilish, Shannon, Hollie, Louis, Keri, Vikki, Emma, bethan, Roisin & Elisa. That's only the basics - and i have hardly any money. So good luck Becci :L
I've got school tomorrow. I don't really want to go in - but at the same time I do. If my cold gets worse I probably won't, but i'm hoping to go. Ragh. Tired.
I've finished 'The Virgin's Lover' so i'm re-reading 'The curious incident of the dog in the night-time'. Mom's also got a gay book she recommends - so i'm alright until christmas. I get through books like anything :p I finished the whole Series Of Unfortunate Events (again) in about a month. Considering there's 13 books, that's not bad.
My basics are: Cameron, Karina, Eilish, Shannon, Hollie, Louis, Keri, Vikki, Emma, bethan, Roisin & Elisa. That's only the basics - and i have hardly any money. So good luck Becci :L
I've got school tomorrow. I don't really want to go in - but at the same time I do. If my cold gets worse I probably won't, but i'm hoping to go. Ragh. Tired.
I've finished 'The Virgin's Lover' so i'm re-reading 'The curious incident of the dog in the night-time'. Mom's also got a gay book she recommends - so i'm alright until christmas. I get through books like anything :p I finished the whole Series Of Unfortunate Events (again) in about a month. Considering there's 13 books, that's not bad.
Monday, 8 December 2008
Doves: Snowden
Ill start with Sunday.
My baby cuzz was sleeping over from Saturday - he was in my bed so i slept on the sofa. I got to sleep at about 2 cause i can't turn off all the lights and stuff until everyone else is in bed.
woke up at about 7 when christopher (aged 6) graced us with his presence :) Dad made him watch TV in the study, and i slept until 10-ish. I hadn't slept very well, or for very long, so i stumbled out of bed half-asleep. We went to my cousins' in Ascot - for Emily's birthday. All my other ENGLAND-based cousins were there. 8 of us. I love them. Me & Jamie are the eldest. Jamie's 17, i'm 15, josh is 14, matt is 13, emily's just turned 12, Lou is 10, Amy is 7 and Chris is 6. We started off by playing Murder in the dark. Basically we blindfold someone, and they run around trying to catch the rest of us. It's SO funny - cause the room we play in (the spare room) isn't massive, so we end up crashinginto eachother and josh ended up literally on the ceiling above the door. We played twister. Ahaha that i'll remember for a while.. in the picture you can see my fantastic combination of about 6 tops, a jumper, jeans & leggings eheheh. Me, Jamie & emily are playing. Josh is the guy with the wafro on the left. Matt is in the hat, and his sisters Louise & Amy are next to him.
Yesterday, my BAD cold had gotten worse. So i was off today.
I woke up, and i looked & felt even worse than yesterday. Also, the underside of my lips had solidified during the night and when i woke up they seriously cracked. So I really look the part of an ill person. ahah.
Bollucks to this :(
Saturday, 6 December 2008
Friday, 5 December 2008
Yellowcard: Light Up the Sky - SONGS YOU MUST DOWNLOAD.
Some of these are really old.
Some of them start off shit but get really good.
Some of them are really strange - the kind of music you'd never catch yourself listening to.
Some of them will make you want to turn them off, but i promise you, keep listening to them - they'll grow on you.
ALL of them are incredible.
Boys Like Girls: Hero/heroine (L) {very American rock. Amazing.}
Boys Like Girls: The Great Escape {lovely song}
Boys Like Girls: Five Minutes to Midnight {" "}
Cute is What We Aim For: Curse of curves (L) {This song is incredible}
Cute is What We Aim For: Teasing to Please {Again, lovely. Guitar-y}
Doves: Snowden {This song really grows on you}
Embrace: Nature's Law (L)(L) {AN AMAZING. One of my favs, definately}
Embrace: Ashes {I really love Embrace. This is a briliant song}
Feeder: Just the way I'm Feeling (L) {I can't describe how much i love this song}
Extreme: More than words (this one's beautiful. Very soppy)
Family: My Friend The Sun (L)(L) {This is such a brilliant song. Old, and it'll stay in your head}
Yellowcard: Dear Bobbie {I have a real soft spot for this song. It's SO sweet. the old man annoys me though}
Adelle: Hometown Glory {If you like acoustic, beautiful peices that are VERY movie-ish and will get you thinking, you'll love this one}
Blink 182: Feeling this {I loved this song as soon as i heard it. It's really pretty}
Elbow: One Day Like this (L) {This song was played throughout the olympics. Very powerful}
Longview: Further (L)(L)(L)(L)(L) {I don't care what you're doing. You HAVE to download this}
Longview: Falling for you (L)(L) {This song is GORGEOUS!}
The Script: Breakeven (L)(L) BEAUTIFUL BEAUTIFUL.
SOME MORE:
Bloc Party: Hunting for witches
Bloc Party: Sunday
Bloc Party: Kreuzburg
Bloc Party: I still Remember
Enter Shikari: Adieu
Fair To Midland: The wife, the kids and the white picket fence
Cage the elephant: Lotus
The Courteeners: Not Nineteen Forever
Genesis: Entangled
Genesis: Harold the Barrel
Genesis: Carpet Crawlers
Iglu & Hartly: Dayglo
Igly & Hartly: Violent and young
Jack's mannequin: Miss Delaney - you'll like this.
Jack's Mannequin: Dark Blue - you'll like this.
Keane: Bedshaped
Kids in Glass Houses: Raise Hell
Kids in Glass Houses: Me Me Me
Madina Lake: Now or Never
Marillion: Kayleigh
Maximo Park: Books from Boxes
Mayday Parade: Three cheers for five years {BEAUTIFUL}
Mayday Parade: I'd hate to be you when people find out what this song is about {BEAUTIFUL}
Modest Mouse: World At Large
Neyo : Go on girl {Surprisingly lovely}
Paramore: Franklin {I LOVE THIS SONG}
Radiohead: Nude {I only like a bit of this song because it was in a Skins advert}
Red Jumpsuit Apparatus: Cat & mouse
Red Jumpsuit Apparatus: Face down
Red Jumpsuit Apparatus: Your Guardian Angel
Relient K: Be my Escape
Yellowcard: view from heaven
Yellowcard: One year, six months
Yellowcard: believe
Some of them start off shit but get really good.
Some of them are really strange - the kind of music you'd never catch yourself listening to.
Some of them will make you want to turn them off, but i promise you, keep listening to them - they'll grow on you.
ALL of them are incredible.
Boys Like Girls: Hero/heroine (L) {very American rock. Amazing.}
Boys Like Girls: The Great Escape {lovely song}
Boys Like Girls: Five Minutes to Midnight {" "}
Cute is What We Aim For: Curse of curves (L) {This song is incredible}
Cute is What We Aim For: Teasing to Please {Again, lovely. Guitar-y}
Doves: Snowden {This song really grows on you}
Embrace: Nature's Law (L)(L) {AN AMAZING. One of my favs, definately}
Embrace: Ashes {I really love Embrace. This is a briliant song}
Feeder: Just the way I'm Feeling (L) {I can't describe how much i love this song}
Extreme: More than words (this one's beautiful. Very soppy)
Family: My Friend The Sun (L)(L) {This is such a brilliant song. Old, and it'll stay in your head}
Yellowcard: Dear Bobbie {I have a real soft spot for this song. It's SO sweet. the old man annoys me though}
Adelle: Hometown Glory {If you like acoustic, beautiful peices that are VERY movie-ish and will get you thinking, you'll love this one}
Blink 182: Feeling this {I loved this song as soon as i heard it. It's really pretty}
Elbow: One Day Like this (L) {This song was played throughout the olympics. Very powerful}
Longview: Further (L)(L)(L)(L)(L) {I don't care what you're doing. You HAVE to download this}
Longview: Falling for you (L)(L) {This song is GORGEOUS!}
The Script: Breakeven (L)(L) BEAUTIFUL BEAUTIFUL.
SOME MORE:
Bloc Party: Hunting for witches
Bloc Party: Sunday
Bloc Party: Kreuzburg
Bloc Party: I still Remember
Enter Shikari: Adieu
Fair To Midland: The wife, the kids and the white picket fence
Cage the elephant: Lotus
The Courteeners: Not Nineteen Forever
Genesis: Entangled
Genesis: Harold the Barrel
Genesis: Carpet Crawlers
Iglu & Hartly: Dayglo
Igly & Hartly: Violent and young
Jack's mannequin: Miss Delaney - you'll like this.
Jack's Mannequin: Dark Blue - you'll like this.
Keane: Bedshaped
Kids in Glass Houses: Raise Hell
Kids in Glass Houses: Me Me Me
Madina Lake: Now or Never
Marillion: Kayleigh
Maximo Park: Books from Boxes
Mayday Parade: Three cheers for five years {BEAUTIFUL}
Mayday Parade: I'd hate to be you when people find out what this song is about {BEAUTIFUL}
Modest Mouse: World At Large
Neyo : Go on girl {Surprisingly lovely}
Paramore: Franklin {I LOVE THIS SONG}
Radiohead: Nude {I only like a bit of this song because it was in a Skins advert}
Red Jumpsuit Apparatus: Cat & mouse
Red Jumpsuit Apparatus: Face down
Red Jumpsuit Apparatus: Your Guardian Angel
Relient K: Be my Escape
Yellowcard: view from heaven
Yellowcard: One year, six months
Yellowcard: believe
Red Jumpsuit Apparatus: Face down (acoustic)
My year.
Our year is split up into 5 forms; R, S, W, B & A.
I'm in R. In my form are a few groups. There's Max & Mike. They're from the popular football pervy boys group. Absolutely lovely though. Then there's Joe Burrows. You will never meet anybody like him in the planet. I promise you that. He's HILARIOUS. Me & him were best friends for like 2 years but then we stopped for some reason. We're still close though.
There's the adorablee nerds. Ben, George, Myron, Daniel, Pyter (michael G), Stuart, David. They sit in the corner of the room by themselves, play on their psp's and generally keep to themselves - apart from when me & ben are flicking hairbands accross the room to eachother.
There's the ... kind of loserish girls but there's a MASSIVE group of them accross the year. Keri, maria, Rhea, Amika, Katie, Amanda, Justine, Vikki. Although Amanda, Justine & Vikki are slightly more popular then the rest of them. Alert is really really popular - but he kind of hangs around with the nerds. He's either with Mike & Max or them.
Then there's Beth & Danny (HISS). Hated by most of the year because of what a two-faced bitch Beth is. Theyre both so fake - you can't trust Beth at ALL. They completely BUM joe - it's kind of pathetic. I sound horrible but if you knew how evil beth is, you'd understand.
Then theres Louis, Cameron, me, Hollie & Eilish. Louis & cameron are in a group with people in 'S', so cameron hangs around with me in form and louis does sometimes too. My ''group'' is Me, Hollie, Eilish & shannon. Shannon's in B though. We're a group but we're never alone- we're always with other people. We play loud music, have our blazers quite tight and mess about all the time. Pretty much our whole year are friends - i love it! We're kind of different to everyone else though, cause we always have backcombed hair, vintage outfitss + bracelets most of the time & we always have weird stuff happen to us with people that we meet in the street ahah.
Tbh i don't really know where we stand in the popularity of the year, but we're not really bothered cause we're not hated by anyone and we have close friends accross the whole year.
I really don't know why i'm saying this. I suppose in a few years when everything changes it'll be interesting to come back and see where I currently stand.
Our year is split up into 5 forms; R, S, W, B & A.
I'm in R. In my form are a few groups. There's Max & Mike. They're from the popular football pervy boys group. Absolutely lovely though. Then there's Joe Burrows. You will never meet anybody like him in the planet. I promise you that. He's HILARIOUS. Me & him were best friends for like 2 years but then we stopped for some reason. We're still close though.
There's the adorablee nerds. Ben, George, Myron, Daniel, Pyter (michael G), Stuart, David. They sit in the corner of the room by themselves, play on their psp's and generally keep to themselves - apart from when me & ben are flicking hairbands accross the room to eachother.
There's the ... kind of loserish girls but there's a MASSIVE group of them accross the year. Keri, maria, Rhea, Amika, Katie, Amanda, Justine, Vikki. Although Amanda, Justine & Vikki are slightly more popular then the rest of them. Alert is really really popular - but he kind of hangs around with the nerds. He's either with Mike & Max or them.
Then there's Beth & Danny (HISS). Hated by most of the year because of what a two-faced bitch Beth is. Theyre both so fake - you can't trust Beth at ALL. They completely BUM joe - it's kind of pathetic. I sound horrible but if you knew how evil beth is, you'd understand.
Then theres Louis, Cameron, me, Hollie & Eilish. Louis & cameron are in a group with people in 'S', so cameron hangs around with me in form and louis does sometimes too. My ''group'' is Me, Hollie, Eilish & shannon. Shannon's in B though. We're a group but we're never alone- we're always with other people. We play loud music, have our blazers quite tight and mess about all the time. Pretty much our whole year are friends - i love it! We're kind of different to everyone else though, cause we always have backcombed hair, vintage outfitss + bracelets most of the time & we always have weird stuff happen to us with people that we meet in the street ahah.
Tbh i don't really know where we stand in the popularity of the year, but we're not really bothered cause we're not hated by anyone and we have close friends accross the whole year.
I really don't know why i'm saying this. I suppose in a few years when everything changes it'll be interesting to come back and see where I currently stand.
Cornershop - Brimful of Asha
Oh yes. Brimful of Asha :).
I was listening to 'Mr Sandman' a second ago (Y).
Steve spoke to me for the first time in weeks yesterday. We're talking right now. We're talking as if there was never a MASSIVE fight. I don't know whether I hate him or like him at the moment. It's a mixture of both.
''Everybody needs a bosom for a pillow, everybody needs a bosom''.
Best lyric EVERever.
Today we had a German test & a mock GCSE.
ERHSFUHSIFSGHIDFG it was bloody difficult. No-one in our class knew half of it. Everyone came out of the lesson grumbling & whining. waaargh.
Nothing really interesting happened. Year 10 had an assembly with The Big Mac telling us basically to suck up to the inspectors that are coming next wednesday & act really good (no lies, he told us to, if need be, lie). cheeky git. Quite funny though - all the teachers are telling us to big them up when the inspectors come. Ahahah.
I was listening to 'Mr Sandman' a second ago (Y).
Steve spoke to me for the first time in weeks yesterday. We're talking right now. We're talking as if there was never a MASSIVE fight. I don't know whether I hate him or like him at the moment. It's a mixture of both.
''Everybody needs a bosom for a pillow, everybody needs a bosom''.
Best lyric EVERever.
Today we had a German test & a mock GCSE.
ERHSFUHSIFSGHIDFG it was bloody difficult. No-one in our class knew half of it. Everyone came out of the lesson grumbling & whining. waaargh.
Nothing really interesting happened. Year 10 had an assembly with The Big Mac telling us basically to suck up to the inspectors that are coming next wednesday & act really good (no lies, he told us to, if need be, lie). cheeky git. Quite funny though - all the teachers are telling us to big them up when the inspectors come. Ahahah.
Thursday, 4 December 2008
Cage the Elephant: Lotus
I woke up an hour late today. Only had 20 minutes to get ready, which stressed me out.
Didn't talk to Karina in the car - couldn't be fucked. Spent most of it with my arms around the passenger seat and my head resting on it.
First lesson; Geography. Literally half my class fell asleep at some point during the lesson, but mrs neville didn't mind because the number was so great, and the work was easy.
Break. We did the usual. sit in the form room, talk, etc etc.
Second lesson was English. As soon as jonny took his place he started whispering 'Becci!' then when I turned to look at him he'd face the front & pretend he hadn't said anything. I gave him evils, but he kept doing it. So I whispered 'Jonny!' and for the next 5 minutes we were whispering eachothers name repeatedly. I really dont know why. We can't go an english lesson without messing about with eachother >.<. Easy lesson. Third lesson was Chemistry. Fun lesson tbh. We were doing a practical - we've been learning about carbon to carbon double bonds for 2 months, but now we're onto exothermic & endothermic reactions. So we had to mix a load of stuff + record the temperature, naturally i was working with Louis. >.< Need i say more?
After we'd finished the practical me & the girls on my table (hollie, eilish, shannon, karina and roisin aren't in my class) were laughing at louis because his BRIGHT yellow & orange boxers were showing. I kept whispering 'cover up your girlhood, you slag'.
Lunch. When moving my blazer, some of my money fell out of my pocket + hollie pretended to nick it. They kept throwing it about, and I laughed then walked over to the other girls in my form & sat with them cause i couldnt be fucked to deal with them, lol. The others - Bethan, Shannon, Vikki, Olivia, Katrina & amanda were playing 'Cheat' and 'Scissors', i think its called? Theyre both loud games (card), and at first i thought it was the lamest thing we could be doing but you make alot of noise so it got pretty funny.
Last lesson was PE. I'd 'hurt my foot' and Jenna had 'cramps' so we spent the lesson helping people do situps + shit.
Detention after school. I had to sit in Mr Stimpson (deputy head, and physics teacher)'s office and do 4 pages of work. B-O-R-I-N-G. Had to get the bus home, and by that time it was dark out. Had to walk home in 20 minutes in literally pitch blackness cause the street lamps weren't on. Brrr cold.
Got home, had a piano lesson (Me & Flick spend the whole lesson talking, it's always pretty fun), and then me & dad spent about half an hour working on my Godfather's family tree - my dad's REALLY into family tree stuff, has been for years, and we've got back reaaaaally far. He's got so much detail and he knows our roots so well it's scary. Loads of people pay him to do their family trees since he's so good.
Shower, food, then here :).
Didn't talk to Karina in the car - couldn't be fucked. Spent most of it with my arms around the passenger seat and my head resting on it.
First lesson; Geography. Literally half my class fell asleep at some point during the lesson, but mrs neville didn't mind because the number was so great, and the work was easy.
Break. We did the usual. sit in the form room, talk, etc etc.
Second lesson was English. As soon as jonny took his place he started whispering 'Becci!' then when I turned to look at him he'd face the front & pretend he hadn't said anything. I gave him evils, but he kept doing it. So I whispered 'Jonny!' and for the next 5 minutes we were whispering eachothers name repeatedly. I really dont know why. We can't go an english lesson without messing about with eachother >.<. Easy lesson. Third lesson was Chemistry. Fun lesson tbh. We were doing a practical - we've been learning about carbon to carbon double bonds for 2 months, but now we're onto exothermic & endothermic reactions. So we had to mix a load of stuff + record the temperature, naturally i was working with Louis. >.< Need i say more?
After we'd finished the practical me & the girls on my table (hollie, eilish, shannon, karina and roisin aren't in my class) were laughing at louis because his BRIGHT yellow & orange boxers were showing. I kept whispering 'cover up your girlhood, you slag'.
Lunch. When moving my blazer, some of my money fell out of my pocket + hollie pretended to nick it. They kept throwing it about, and I laughed then walked over to the other girls in my form & sat with them cause i couldnt be fucked to deal with them, lol. The others - Bethan, Shannon, Vikki, Olivia, Katrina & amanda were playing 'Cheat' and 'Scissors', i think its called? Theyre both loud games (card), and at first i thought it was the lamest thing we could be doing but you make alot of noise so it got pretty funny.
Last lesson was PE. I'd 'hurt my foot' and Jenna had 'cramps' so we spent the lesson helping people do situps + shit.
Detention after school. I had to sit in Mr Stimpson (deputy head, and physics teacher)'s office and do 4 pages of work. B-O-R-I-N-G. Had to get the bus home, and by that time it was dark out. Had to walk home in 20 minutes in literally pitch blackness cause the street lamps weren't on. Brrr cold.
Got home, had a piano lesson (Me & Flick spend the whole lesson talking, it's always pretty fun), and then me & dad spent about half an hour working on my Godfather's family tree - my dad's REALLY into family tree stuff, has been for years, and we've got back reaaaaally far. He's got so much detail and he knows our roots so well it's scary. Loads of people pay him to do their family trees since he's so good.
Shower, food, then here :).
Wednesday, 3 December 2008
Embrace: Ashes
COLD. COLD. COLD.
Waking up in my room is a daily torture. My alarm goes at 6:40 (exactly when my dad leaves for work - and my brother doesnt get up till 7. I prefer to be on my own in the mornings). I have 2 quilts on my bed. A single & a double. There are cushions and pillows all over my bed so it's SNUGGGGG. Lovely jubbly. However my window's decided to fuckup, so there's a perminant draft. My room, even when the radiator's on, is absolutely freezing. So waking up and feeling the cold air on your skin while the rest of your body is warm is absolute hell. But i'm quite good in the mornings so i manage to drag myself out, usually cursing loudly.
Tbh i could actually get up an hour later - we don't leave till about 8. But I love having the time to doze about in the mornings - it means i can afford to lie in for 20 minutes or I can spend the time doing my hair, reading, watching TV, taking my time :) Suits me perfekt.
Anywho, my day: I got into school shivering like crazy. Went up to the form room and saw the girls, whacking Alert's bum on the way ;). Wore legwarmers today - they're black & glittery lol. But at least I had warm feet; tights, socks & legwarmers (L). Anyway, we had senior assembly. I was between Cameron & Jonny. We just whispered questions about people, eachother, Will & the assembly to eachother. Occasionally hitting eachother when certain people yawn and purposely get their elbow in certain people's faces *Cough* JONNY ¬¬ *cough*.
First lesson; Biology. The room was locked so I spent the first 5 minutes before the teacher came with my face pressed up against the glass trying to see if mine & louis' spinny chair was in our seat - but i couldn't see to the back of the class. See a couple of biology lessons ago, there was a spinny office chair in my seat instead of the usual stool. We had a FABULOUS lesson throwing ourselves underneath the desk and swapping from chair to stool every 5 minutes. So every time we're in that room, we either run to the front of the class and nick the spinny chair, or pray that it's in our place. It was in our place today :D but one of the wheels is broken so you have to thrust the chair around while you're on it. highly dignified. Me & louis are nutters and are usually pissing ourselves + making other people piss themselves in biology, making it one of my favourite lessons.
Break. nothing eventful. We're always in form room now since it's so cold - and so's alot of the year. So we play loud music from hollies phone & have a laughh.
After break it was art. Didn't do much. Just messed around as usual. :)
English was next. We spent the whole lesson playing 'consequences'. It was jokes. Jonny, one of the most popular guys in the year & Will's cousin, sits not directly next to me, but on the desk accross the aisle from me? But stil next to me technically. So we're always messing around in the lesson - he always nicks my stuff and hides it ¬¬. Cheeky git. Mrs Aslam was surprisingly lax with what we wrote on consequences. she didn't seem to mind that someone's character was a gay pedophelic drag queen who molested the school nurse, and that another got killed by a tree with a fat man inside it. Bless her.
Lunch. We played loud music again, and scared people with our knowledge of 'dirty old town' by the pogues.
registration. Joe (the most hilarious guy in the year. I swear to God you will NEVER have met anybody like him) seemed to enjoy himself by sitting in his seat while holding the mini christmas tree. No-one bothers to ask him why any more.
Last lesson was business studies. She loves me & hollie, and we're always hyper in business studies. & We had to go for 'interviews' at this business, and Mike (another of the 'popular' group. My form's clown. Love that boy) and Rohit (B's class clown) were the bosses. They spent the entire interview complimenting my tits and talking to Hollies. I have to admit that we're both rather gifted in that area though.
Me, Karina & Keri were really loud on the bus again today. We've discovered a space-saving way of sitting. At the front of busses are two single seats on either side. Well we have one person in the seat, and two people sit on the plastic bit next to the seat, with our legs accross the person in teh seat. But the plastic but wasn't in this bus, and we ended up squeezing ourselves onto the hard metal bit with holes in, and karina slid down the glass and hurt herself. pretty jokes :)
Karina came home with me, and we watched GG, chatted & looked at old pictures of Holy Family, and pictures of cameron when he was young and chubby. SO CUTE! (see next post).
He looks ALOT better now. Him & Karina are my favourite people in the world :D.
Waking up in my room is a daily torture. My alarm goes at 6:40 (exactly when my dad leaves for work - and my brother doesnt get up till 7. I prefer to be on my own in the mornings). I have 2 quilts on my bed. A single & a double. There are cushions and pillows all over my bed so it's SNUGGGGG. Lovely jubbly. However my window's decided to fuckup, so there's a perminant draft. My room, even when the radiator's on, is absolutely freezing. So waking up and feeling the cold air on your skin while the rest of your body is warm is absolute hell. But i'm quite good in the mornings so i manage to drag myself out, usually cursing loudly.
Tbh i could actually get up an hour later - we don't leave till about 8. But I love having the time to doze about in the mornings - it means i can afford to lie in for 20 minutes or I can spend the time doing my hair, reading, watching TV, taking my time :) Suits me perfekt.
Anywho, my day: I got into school shivering like crazy. Went up to the form room and saw the girls, whacking Alert's bum on the way ;). Wore legwarmers today - they're black & glittery lol. But at least I had warm feet; tights, socks & legwarmers (L). Anyway, we had senior assembly. I was between Cameron & Jonny. We just whispered questions about people, eachother, Will & the assembly to eachother. Occasionally hitting eachother when certain people yawn and purposely get their elbow in certain people's faces *Cough* JONNY ¬¬ *cough*.
First lesson; Biology. The room was locked so I spent the first 5 minutes before the teacher came with my face pressed up against the glass trying to see if mine & louis' spinny chair was in our seat - but i couldn't see to the back of the class. See a couple of biology lessons ago, there was a spinny office chair in my seat instead of the usual stool. We had a FABULOUS lesson throwing ourselves underneath the desk and swapping from chair to stool every 5 minutes. So every time we're in that room, we either run to the front of the class and nick the spinny chair, or pray that it's in our place. It was in our place today :D but one of the wheels is broken so you have to thrust the chair around while you're on it. highly dignified. Me & louis are nutters and are usually pissing ourselves + making other people piss themselves in biology, making it one of my favourite lessons.
Break. nothing eventful. We're always in form room now since it's so cold - and so's alot of the year. So we play loud music from hollies phone & have a laughh.
After break it was art. Didn't do much. Just messed around as usual. :)
English was next. We spent the whole lesson playing 'consequences'. It was jokes. Jonny, one of the most popular guys in the year & Will's cousin, sits not directly next to me, but on the desk accross the aisle from me? But stil next to me technically. So we're always messing around in the lesson - he always nicks my stuff and hides it ¬¬. Cheeky git. Mrs Aslam was surprisingly lax with what we wrote on consequences. she didn't seem to mind that someone's character was a gay pedophelic drag queen who molested the school nurse, and that another got killed by a tree with a fat man inside it. Bless her.
Lunch. We played loud music again, and scared people with our knowledge of 'dirty old town' by the pogues.
registration. Joe (the most hilarious guy in the year. I swear to God you will NEVER have met anybody like him) seemed to enjoy himself by sitting in his seat while holding the mini christmas tree. No-one bothers to ask him why any more.
Last lesson was business studies. She loves me & hollie, and we're always hyper in business studies. & We had to go for 'interviews' at this business, and Mike (another of the 'popular' group. My form's clown. Love that boy) and Rohit (B's class clown) were the bosses. They spent the entire interview complimenting my tits and talking to Hollies. I have to admit that we're both rather gifted in that area though.
Me, Karina & Keri were really loud on the bus again today. We've discovered a space-saving way of sitting. At the front of busses are two single seats on either side. Well we have one person in the seat, and two people sit on the plastic bit next to the seat, with our legs accross the person in teh seat. But the plastic but wasn't in this bus, and we ended up squeezing ourselves onto the hard metal bit with holes in, and karina slid down the glass and hurt herself. pretty jokes :)
Karina came home with me, and we watched GG, chatted & looked at old pictures of Holy Family, and pictures of cameron when he was young and chubby. SO CUTE! (see next post).
He looks ALOT better now. Him & Karina are my favourite people in the world :D.
Sunday, 30 November 2008
Top Gear
Woke up at 1 today. I'm quite good at waking up at absurd times now.
Mum woke me up with a breakfast in bed. Gammon sandwiches, cup of tea and a yoghurt. She sat on my bed flicking through some of my photography mags asking questions and pointing out good pictures. Then i came downstairs... can't really remember what I did this morning though, ahah. Got my draft of my Art (final piece) done. It looks really nice if i do say so myself. I've drawn a pointing finger as if it's pressing the corner of the page, then from the tip of the finger is swirls, which spread outwards into large patterns. Our module theme at the moment is 'colour', so to add that to my peice i'm going to do the swirls near to the finger in black & white, and the colour will spread out and the edges of the page will be bright and beautiful. I'll scan it when i'm finished :D.
Watching Top Gear atm.
Mum woke me up with a breakfast in bed. Gammon sandwiches, cup of tea and a yoghurt. She sat on my bed flicking through some of my photography mags asking questions and pointing out good pictures. Then i came downstairs... can't really remember what I did this morning though, ahah. Got my draft of my Art (final piece) done. It looks really nice if i do say so myself. I've drawn a pointing finger as if it's pressing the corner of the page, then from the tip of the finger is swirls, which spread outwards into large patterns. Our module theme at the moment is 'colour', so to add that to my peice i'm going to do the swirls near to the finger in black & white, and the colour will spread out and the edges of the page will be bright and beautiful. I'll scan it when i'm finished :D.
Watching Top Gear atm.
Saturday, 29 November 2008
Family: My friend the sun
Dad got me into this song. I recommend it.I've had a good Friday & Saturday :) As previously mentioned, Cameron came round yesterday because he had a film - 'Taken'- that he desperately wanted to watch. So he came round, and said 'oh i was speaking to Mike (one of our friends from school) earlier, and he was up for coming'. I said 'oh is he coming?' Cameron shrugged and mumbled something. I said '... shall i invite him then?' So Mike came :) at 8 in the evening. Aha. My parents are used to hoards of my friends randomly turning up now - so now i just have to tell them to get extra food. First of all we watched 'Taken', then we had KFC. I've still got dirty plates on my desk. YUCK. Then we talked alot - spent a while messing about, throwing things at eachother, drawing on my wall, taking pictures and playing loud music & whacking the guys for jumping on my bed. Then we suggested that they slept round. So Michael called his Dad, Cameron called his, and they were mine for the night ;)
We decided to go round to Cameron's to drop off 'Taken' cause his Dad wanted to see it. So we did. Michael was AMAZED by Cameron's house (to be fair it is MASSIVE & the whole of the front-middle of the house is glass). As soon as me & Cameron turned into the drive absent-mindedly, Michael just stood still and his mouth dropped open. He started screaming 'OH MY GOD!!' alot. It was pretty funny. Cameron picked up a few things and we took the long way round back to mine. We ended up singing a song (for dignity's sake I'm not going to mention which one) really stupidly, dancing down the street & making a FUCKLOAD of noise. Good times. We got back to mine at what we realised was about 10. We watched TV with my brother & Dad. Then i ended up showing Cameron & Mike 'Ross Noble - Sonic Waffle' (a stand up-comedian we have on DVD). I really can't explain him - but he is guaranteed piss-your-pants laughter.
We then set up Medal of Honour, and got ourselves some bubbly. We played twister at 2 in the morning (a fantastic experience, i have to say). Then i lay in their bed for a bit, taking up as much room as possible to piss them off :D. My cousins came in the morning - and got on well with Cameron + mike. Cameron left at... 2ish, because his mates birthday party was that day. Mike stayed till about five, and i WHOOPED his ass at Medal of Honour. We were on the same team but i got WAY more death counts then him. Only cause the shima field is my favourite level & I'm amazing with a Thompson.
Played Burnout Dominator. I was shit at the racing but brilliant with road rage, if i do say so myself.
Overall a good couple of days. I like that picture - it's a good one for Cameron. Mike & I look like nobs. But you can half-see some of my wall in the background.
Tomorrow I was supposed to be seeing Will for the first time in 2 weeks but we never got round to arranging anything- because first we were both busy, then he made space on Sunday but i wasn't sure if i could, now me & mum are doing some Xmas shopping and he texted me saying 'Are you free tomorrow?' and I have no credit. I'm such a shit girlfriend to him, i swear D: I HATE having an out-of-school relationship. I can never see him & I genuinely miss him.
Tuesday, 25 November 2008
Sia - Breathe Me
This song's about anorexia.
Was at home today. Found out that Hollie was off school too, lol.
I got woken up by my cleaner at 11 (of course). this time i didn't mind though. You see recently a girl, Danny, who lives down my road died of a brain hemmorage. She was only 23. Wendy (cleaner) knew their family really well .. so it had affected her pretty badly.
She opened the door and said 'oh sorry Beck i didnt realise you were here.' i mumbled 's'fineee'. She said 'i gotta see (dannys mum) later... see i knew their family really well...' then she started crying. I sat up and said 'aw wendy'. She said 'dyou know what? We just gotta appreciate that we're here and we're fine. When we die we'll be free from this mortal trap.' Quite intense stuff. Then she was like 'Ok because you're here.... you can make a mess, you can play your music loud, i dont care'. all emotionally. I smiled and said 'dont worry about it.' I spent most of the day talking to her about... everything. Stuff. Will. General stuff. S'been a nice day.
Christ i've been having such lazy days recently. The last time i went out was on Friday - and that was only to the West wing for a performace :L. Me & roisin went for a walk + saw cameron who MIGHT have whacked his head on the door frame, bless him. He's coming round on Friday cause he's got a really good film he wants me to see. (Y)(Y).
Was at home today. Found out that Hollie was off school too, lol.
I got woken up by my cleaner at 11 (of course). this time i didn't mind though. You see recently a girl, Danny, who lives down my road died of a brain hemmorage. She was only 23. Wendy (cleaner) knew their family really well .. so it had affected her pretty badly.
She opened the door and said 'oh sorry Beck i didnt realise you were here.' i mumbled 's'fineee'. She said 'i gotta see (dannys mum) later... see i knew their family really well...' then she started crying. I sat up and said 'aw wendy'. She said 'dyou know what? We just gotta appreciate that we're here and we're fine. When we die we'll be free from this mortal trap.' Quite intense stuff. Then she was like 'Ok because you're here.... you can make a mess, you can play your music loud, i dont care'. all emotionally. I smiled and said 'dont worry about it.' I spent most of the day talking to her about... everything. Stuff. Will. General stuff. S'been a nice day.
Christ i've been having such lazy days recently. The last time i went out was on Friday - and that was only to the West wing for a performace :L. Me & roisin went for a walk + saw cameron who MIGHT have whacked his head on the door frame, bless him. He's coming round on Friday cause he's got a really good film he wants me to see. (Y)(Y).
Monday, 24 November 2008
Deacon Blue - Fergus Sings The Blues
I saw Deacon Blue live once. They're really good...
Since my relationship with started, it's really made me think about past relationships.
The most obvious to me is Stefan. My first 'Proper' boyfriend.
I realised how fucked up i became with him. But tbh i also realised JUST how close we were. I mean even now i feel the need to tell him everything. And i know i can. We just get eachother, its lovely. But we suit more as friends then as a couple, and i hope he has a soft spot for me just as i do for him - i always will.
Stefan is skinny. He's really skinny. I mean he's literally just skin and bones - his stomach is about the width of my thigh. At the time he was going through a bad period - and he thought he was fat. He genuinely did... and it made me feel truly terrible. I mean i was actually mentally ill or something at that point - i started smoking, drinking & self harming. I was anorexic for half a year and bulimic for the other half. I don't know why but i went through a crazy stage. I was really... really weird, and i can't explain it but people noticed. It's not stefans fault. i dont really understandd what happened to me back then - that was a really scary part of my life.
Ollie.
Aha. 4 week disaster?
Well it wasn't a disaster at first. It just turned out to be. Ollie's in my year. Cute. Popular. Footballer & cricketer. Typical GUY. Fancies anything that moves. We'd been speaking on msn constantly throughout mine & stef's relationship, and he told me he liked me. After a while i realised I'd started to like him back. My friend's party was the following week, and he asked if we could talk at the party. I'd never really talked to him properly since he told me he liked me, so i was nervous. At the party, as he'd asked, we spent the whole thing together. It was a garden party, and there was fireworks. He stood behind me with his arms wrapped around my waist - and we watched the fireworks in the rain. It really was amazing and i was SO happy.
We started spending every break & lunchtime together. He'd always come to find me, and apologise heartily when he'd had football training or something.
We talked on msn every evening - and he found out that i HATED 'asking out' and everything it stands for. So the next day he took me for a walk, and said 'Well i think you're really nice, really pretty, and really funny. Do you want to be boyfriend & girlfriend?' (or something similar). I grinned my head off and said 'yeah :) ok'. We were together alot after that - unfortunately it was 2 weeks before the summer, and for the second week the whole year (apart from me and a few others) went on an activities trip in France. Stuff happened... and we broke up during the summer.
By stuff happened, i mean mike happened.
Michael. The desperate twat.
Since my relationship with started, it's really made me think about past relationships.
The most obvious to me is Stefan. My first 'Proper' boyfriend.
I realised how fucked up i became with him. But tbh i also realised JUST how close we were. I mean even now i feel the need to tell him everything. And i know i can. We just get eachother, its lovely. But we suit more as friends then as a couple, and i hope he has a soft spot for me just as i do for him - i always will.
Stefan is skinny. He's really skinny. I mean he's literally just skin and bones - his stomach is about the width of my thigh. At the time he was going through a bad period - and he thought he was fat. He genuinely did... and it made me feel truly terrible. I mean i was actually mentally ill or something at that point - i started smoking, drinking & self harming. I was anorexic for half a year and bulimic for the other half. I don't know why but i went through a crazy stage. I was really... really weird, and i can't explain it but people noticed. It's not stefans fault. i dont really understandd what happened to me back then - that was a really scary part of my life.
Ollie.
Aha. 4 week disaster?
Well it wasn't a disaster at first. It just turned out to be. Ollie's in my year. Cute. Popular. Footballer & cricketer. Typical GUY. Fancies anything that moves. We'd been speaking on msn constantly throughout mine & stef's relationship, and he told me he liked me. After a while i realised I'd started to like him back. My friend's party was the following week, and he asked if we could talk at the party. I'd never really talked to him properly since he told me he liked me, so i was nervous. At the party, as he'd asked, we spent the whole thing together. It was a garden party, and there was fireworks. He stood behind me with his arms wrapped around my waist - and we watched the fireworks in the rain. It really was amazing and i was SO happy.
We started spending every break & lunchtime together. He'd always come to find me, and apologise heartily when he'd had football training or something.
We talked on msn every evening - and he found out that i HATED 'asking out' and everything it stands for. So the next day he took me for a walk, and said 'Well i think you're really nice, really pretty, and really funny. Do you want to be boyfriend & girlfriend?' (or something similar). I grinned my head off and said 'yeah :) ok'. We were together alot after that - unfortunately it was 2 weeks before the summer, and for the second week the whole year (apart from me and a few others) went on an activities trip in France. Stuff happened... and we broke up during the summer.
By stuff happened, i mean mike happened.
Michael. The desperate twat.
Genesis - Harold the Barrel
Someone commented on my knowledge of lyrics again today.
It's becoming my 'thing'.
It's becoming my 'thing'.
Sarah Mclachlan - Fear
Today was a pretty normal day. Bloody COLDDDDD brrr.
Assembly this morning. Spent the whole thing messing about with Cameron & laughingg at my best mate's ex's hair.
Geography was first. Same thing EVERY BLOODY LESSON. Watched a bit of a video, answered the questions from the book, talked to everyone who was around :L.
Break. Didn't really do much. We were all too cold and tired :P
Business Studies was next. Me & hollie were sat next to Connor - who'd recommended that i give him a blow job as a birthday present last week. We just talked about.. memories. Me, him, Hollie & joe b - probably the most popular + funny guy in the year - were best friends. Ahaha good times.
Maths - Single period. I slept :) Everyone had a go at mr chohan again.
Engish - single period. We spent 15 minutes swapping rooms with the group next door cause their projector wasn't working. Ahahaha. Pretty funny lesson.
Lunch. We had to wait for 20 minutes to get into our form room cause the head of year was teaching someone in there. Pissed us off, ahahah. We were moody today.
Last lesson was Art. Did notttthing. Sat with Bethan the whole time + talked to everyone. I couldnt be bothered to do my work so i just helped bethan with hers. Spent the bus journey home pissing about with my brother. Was pretty jokes :D.
Assembly this morning. Spent the whole thing messing about with Cameron & laughingg at my best mate's ex's hair.
Geography was first. Same thing EVERY BLOODY LESSON. Watched a bit of a video, answered the questions from the book, talked to everyone who was around :L.
Break. Didn't really do much. We were all too cold and tired :P
Business Studies was next. Me & hollie were sat next to Connor - who'd recommended that i give him a blow job as a birthday present last week. We just talked about.. memories. Me, him, Hollie & joe b - probably the most popular + funny guy in the year - were best friends. Ahaha good times.
Maths - Single period. I slept :) Everyone had a go at mr chohan again.
Engish - single period. We spent 15 minutes swapping rooms with the group next door cause their projector wasn't working. Ahahaha. Pretty funny lesson.
Lunch. We had to wait for 20 minutes to get into our form room cause the head of year was teaching someone in there. Pissed us off, ahahah. We were moody today.
Last lesson was Art. Did notttthing. Sat with Bethan the whole time + talked to everyone. I couldnt be bothered to do my work so i just helped bethan with hers. Spent the bus journey home pissing about with my brother. Was pretty jokes :D.
Sunday, 23 November 2008
Dear Bobbie - Yellowcard
Do you remember when
I told you this that night
That if you're by my side
When every day begins
I'll fall for you again?
I made a promise when
I told you this that night
That i'll be fine.
Cause when I die then I die loving you.
It's alright. I'll be fine.
Cause when i die
Then I die loving you.
Loving you. Loving you.
I told you this that night
That if you're by my side
When every day begins
I'll fall for you again?
I made a promise when
I told you this that night
That i'll be fine.
Cause when I die then I die loving you.
It's alright. I'll be fine.
Cause when i die
Then I die loving you.
Loving you. Loving you.
Blink 182- Feeling This. Mine & Stefans song :L
Good morning world.
Woke up at half 12. That's pretty cool considering i only went to sleep at half midnight - so a good 12 hours :). Went downstairs - watched Star Wars II with Jamie & mom.
I'll be watching the third later - i love star wars-athons.
Looking around my room. God it's a shithole at the moment. I mean it's always been a shithole but it's really messy atm. I spent most of my life chucking clothes around looking for a good outfit so there's perminantly tonnes of clothes littering the floor. My room's the kind of room where you'll never get bored to look at - cause theres always something you haven't spotted before. Like the patterned paper thats been stuck onto one of the doors or my cupboards - or the gorgeous black & white floral pattern thats all along the edge of my bookshelf.
I'll explain what i mean:
MY ROOM.
My room is the width of a bed and the length of about 4 or 5 single beds. Pretty tiny. Ill explain how it looks when you open the door;
On the end of the wall on your right is 2 book shelves. The lower one containing roughly 50 DVDs and nothing else. The top shelf having loads of my books, and places precariously on top of the books is 4 boxes - three shoe boxes (Dekline, Converse & VANS) & my GHD box ^^.
The rest of the wall is COVERED with vogue pictures, phone numbers taped to the wall, pictures of me & friends and written messages & lyrics.
The wall on the left has a big 'Jack Wills' poster, letters from Karina, pink post-its with doodles on & a picture of a panoramic photo i made. There's also my pinboard, with various old cinema tickets, notes, leaflets, pictures & a deflated 'Krispy Kreme' balloon from my thirteenth birthday pinned to it. This is just in the left corner.
The rest of the wall is taken up with a MASSSIVEEE painting of a flower that me and Karina did. There's a huge bright orange sun behind it, and pink/red vines swirling all over the wall - spilling onto the wall opposite the door. There are purple flowers in between the vines every so often, with felt-tip black lines joining them together. Karina wrote sweet little things inside every vine, for example 'You && me against the world' or 'Angels are for heaven' or 'Teardrops aren't important'. Before we painted the flower & vines, my friend Jack wrote ugly messages all over the wall, and it looks pretty tacky with huge, scratchy writing in between the vines. There's a big anime girl in between the vines above my bed - that Eilish drew.
The wall opposite has LOTS of lyrics & inside jokes written on it, as well as my tiny little window. My bed is lengthways underneath the window. From the doorway, my desk is facing the RIGHT wall, up against the left one. It has my computer, phone, camera, lamp and alarm clock on it, as well as lots of makeup, lots of old mugs, LOTS of paper, glasses, skin wipes, necklaces and jewellry littered around the place.
Against the same wall as the door, is the weird shelving things that have always been there and the pole thing where i hang all my clothes. above those is the cupboard which has old games & various hidden bottles of alcahol >.<. Underneath where i hang all my clothes i've dumped a load of clothes and books and stuff. It's a pile that SERIOUSLy needs sorting out - but i can't fit all my clothes on the pole thing and it pisses me off. Hanging off the handle of the cuboard above my shelves is a hanger with about 10 scarves wrapped aroudn it. my bed has 3 pillows, a brown quilt, a dark brown throw and about 6 cushions >.<. Its proper comfy.
Well that's not ALL of my room - but its the bits i can explain. My room's really... er.. eye catching lol. Very me. Random patterns everywhere - little bits & bobs. There's a small necklace of my Nana's wrapped around my webcam & dangling in front of my computer screen. There's pink patterned paper sellotaped to the rim of my computer screen (don't ask i got bored).
:D.
Woke up at half 12. That's pretty cool considering i only went to sleep at half midnight - so a good 12 hours :). Went downstairs - watched Star Wars II with Jamie & mom.
I'll be watching the third later - i love star wars-athons.
Looking around my room. God it's a shithole at the moment. I mean it's always been a shithole but it's really messy atm. I spent most of my life chucking clothes around looking for a good outfit so there's perminantly tonnes of clothes littering the floor. My room's the kind of room where you'll never get bored to look at - cause theres always something you haven't spotted before. Like the patterned paper thats been stuck onto one of the doors or my cupboards - or the gorgeous black & white floral pattern thats all along the edge of my bookshelf.
I'll explain what i mean:
MY ROOM.
My room is the width of a bed and the length of about 4 or 5 single beds. Pretty tiny. Ill explain how it looks when you open the door;
On the end of the wall on your right is 2 book shelves. The lower one containing roughly 50 DVDs and nothing else. The top shelf having loads of my books, and places precariously on top of the books is 4 boxes - three shoe boxes (Dekline, Converse & VANS) & my GHD box ^^.
The rest of the wall is COVERED with vogue pictures, phone numbers taped to the wall, pictures of me & friends and written messages & lyrics.
The wall on the left has a big 'Jack Wills' poster, letters from Karina, pink post-its with doodles on & a picture of a panoramic photo i made. There's also my pinboard, with various old cinema tickets, notes, leaflets, pictures & a deflated 'Krispy Kreme' balloon from my thirteenth birthday pinned to it. This is just in the left corner.
The rest of the wall is taken up with a MASSSIVEEE painting of a flower that me and Karina did. There's a huge bright orange sun behind it, and pink/red vines swirling all over the wall - spilling onto the wall opposite the door. There are purple flowers in between the vines every so often, with felt-tip black lines joining them together. Karina wrote sweet little things inside every vine, for example 'You && me against the world' or 'Angels are for heaven' or 'Teardrops aren't important'. Before we painted the flower & vines, my friend Jack wrote ugly messages all over the wall, and it looks pretty tacky with huge, scratchy writing in between the vines. There's a big anime girl in between the vines above my bed - that Eilish drew.
The wall opposite has LOTS of lyrics & inside jokes written on it, as well as my tiny little window. My bed is lengthways underneath the window. From the doorway, my desk is facing the RIGHT wall, up against the left one. It has my computer, phone, camera, lamp and alarm clock on it, as well as lots of makeup, lots of old mugs, LOTS of paper, glasses, skin wipes, necklaces and jewellry littered around the place.
Against the same wall as the door, is the weird shelving things that have always been there and the pole thing where i hang all my clothes. above those is the cupboard which has old games & various hidden bottles of alcahol >.<. Underneath where i hang all my clothes i've dumped a load of clothes and books and stuff. It's a pile that SERIOUSLy needs sorting out - but i can't fit all my clothes on the pole thing and it pisses me off. Hanging off the handle of the cuboard above my shelves is a hanger with about 10 scarves wrapped aroudn it. my bed has 3 pillows, a brown quilt, a dark brown throw and about 6 cushions >.<. Its proper comfy.
Well that's not ALL of my room - but its the bits i can explain. My room's really... er.. eye catching lol. Very me. Random patterns everywhere - little bits & bobs. There's a small necklace of my Nana's wrapped around my webcam & dangling in front of my computer screen. There's pink patterned paper sellotaped to the rim of my computer screen (don't ask i got bored).
:D.
Wednesday, 19 November 2008
Run for cover - Streetwalkers
Blame the song i'm listening to on my Dad - i'm currently on my mum's computer, which unfortunately is opposite my Dad's and he's playing music REALLY loud. You'll often hear lots of different types of loud music coming from different rooms of my house all at the same time. I'll give you a typical example:
You'll stand on the landing, with 'Macabbees- Toothepaste Kisses' playing on full from my room, and hear my brother playing his own compositions from his room.
You'll walk downstairs and hear my dad blasting 'Athlete' or 'Longview' on full volume from his computer in the study while he's cooking in the kitchen. Then you'll come into the dining room and hear my mum practising some of her own stuff on the guitar.
So it's often very confusing ... and loud... at number #45 :)
I haven't written on here in a while. It's not that i haven't had anything to say... i just kept forgetting :)
But here i am. Only updates i can think of are
1) ME AND CAMERON ARE CLOSE AS EVER. I love that boy :)
2) No longer single. Will (L).
Everything else is pretty regular. Eheheh.
Today.
I wasn't in school. Woke up with a SPLITTING headache, turned my alarm off and went back to sleep. Mum came in later saying 'three minutes and we're leaving', i asked her for a paracetamol and she did, gave me a hug and left. My cleaner, Wendy, barged in at 11:40 shouting around apologising for waking me up. Didn't stop her jabbering on though. (She's bonkers). :D. Chatted with her while she cleaned the house and helped herself to our food. Ha.
Watched Gilmore Girls - a new favourite for me and karina.
Ran up and down the stairs for a while. Saw Benj curled up underneath the radiator and lay down next to him for about 10 minutes. Relaxxxxxxing.
One of my most uneventful days :) bollucks i wish i was in school. I love it :D
Will update later.
You'll stand on the landing, with 'Macabbees- Toothepaste Kisses' playing on full from my room, and hear my brother playing his own compositions from his room.
You'll walk downstairs and hear my dad blasting 'Athlete' or 'Longview' on full volume from his computer in the study while he's cooking in the kitchen. Then you'll come into the dining room and hear my mum practising some of her own stuff on the guitar.
So it's often very confusing ... and loud... at number #45 :)
I haven't written on here in a while. It's not that i haven't had anything to say... i just kept forgetting :)
But here i am. Only updates i can think of are
1) ME AND CAMERON ARE CLOSE AS EVER. I love that boy :)
2) No longer single. Will (L).
Everything else is pretty regular. Eheheh.
Today.
I wasn't in school. Woke up with a SPLITTING headache, turned my alarm off and went back to sleep. Mum came in later saying 'three minutes and we're leaving', i asked her for a paracetamol and she did, gave me a hug and left. My cleaner, Wendy, barged in at 11:40 shouting around apologising for waking me up. Didn't stop her jabbering on though. (She's bonkers). :D. Chatted with her while she cleaned the house and helped herself to our food. Ha.
Watched Gilmore Girls - a new favourite for me and karina.
Ran up and down the stairs for a while. Saw Benj curled up underneath the radiator and lay down next to him for about 10 minutes. Relaxxxxxxing.
One of my most uneventful days :) bollucks i wish i was in school. I love it :D
Will update later.
Friday, 26 September 2008
Longview - Falling For You
Today me and Cameron had an argument. A bad argument. A really big argument. A really big bad argument.He'd been annoying me all day - and hit me over the head with a maraca this morning. Which HURT. But anyway whenever i saw him it made me want to kick him, and when I went to speak to him in the hall he just looked at me and walked off.
Then, after lunch, we were in the form room, and cameron walked in. He said 'HI BECCI' really sarcastically, and i said 'fuck off Cameron.' He said 'FINE!' and walked out.
Later on he came back in, and Louis came up to me and said 'Cameron said that he thinks youre on your period and are really stressed out'. I looked at cameron and said 'I am NOT on my period!'. He glared at louis and screamed 'LOUIS YOU BLOODY BITCH!'. I yelled back 'dont you DARE take this out on him'. He then said 'oh yeah im on my period.' and I just snapped.
'STOP TRYING TO BE SO FUCKING FUNNY!'
He got REALLY mad then. He yelled 'I AM NOT TRYING TO BE FUCKING FUNNY' and threw his blazer at me. I stood up, and we were face to face with the whole class around us, silent. We screamed insults at eachother, using the word 'fuck' more than necissary. Unfortunately a teacher outside heard this, and came in. She saw Cameron glaring at me and told him to get out and calm down. Our form tutor came in, furious (having spoken to Cameron outside), snapped the register, and told me to stay behind after. So i did. Cameron came in, his face red from crying. I just watched him and my eyes went blurry and I shook. She tried to find out what happened but we were saying nothing. Me and him stormed out of the classroom, and I got downstairs, saw Hollie and just burst into tears. All i could say was 'I made him cry.'
I got hugged by about 8 people, and then the cleaner asked if i was ok and told me 'he's not worth it, darlin'. I don't do this - I don't make people cry. Fuck I'm so sorry.
Thursday, 25 September 2008
The Verve - Love Is Noise
Today went by without anything amazing happening. But did my detention after school, with Karina (female bestie) and Emma. We just sat there telling the teacher jokes and ignoring him, which is always fun.
Geography was my first lesson. Finished the work quickly, spent most of it talking to Hollie about the boy we lurrrrrv (a new fit sixth former called Alan). I've never been so obsessed over someone i barely know - he's gorgeous :)
English came next - we're working on 'an inspector calls' and most of our lessons are drama, so while we were in our small group practising a drama, we spent 15 minutes talking to Jonny while he was dangling from a stairwell. It was FUNNY.
Science was before lunch - physics. The first thing I said to Stimpy when I got into class was 'You've had a haircut'. He congratulated me on being the only one who had noticed, bless.
P.E was JOKES. I honestly can barely hit a shot, but managed to hit a couple while playing mixed doubles with Ant against Stefan and Polina. My 'mating dance' went down a treat.
They were filming for Guardian Angels when Me and Karina left detention. So we had to quickly run accross the bridgeway before we got in the way of a car chase through the car park. I can't wait for GA this year.
Development day tomorrow or something. All i know is that we're not allowed to bring in food - and they've even got people who are going to stand guard in the canteen so no year 10's go in. Ha. This should be interesting...
Geography was my first lesson. Finished the work quickly, spent most of it talking to Hollie about the boy we lurrrrrv (a new fit sixth former called Alan). I've never been so obsessed over someone i barely know - he's gorgeous :)
English came next - we're working on 'an inspector calls' and most of our lessons are drama, so while we were in our small group practising a drama, we spent 15 minutes talking to Jonny while he was dangling from a stairwell. It was FUNNY.
Science was before lunch - physics. The first thing I said to Stimpy when I got into class was 'You've had a haircut'. He congratulated me on being the only one who had noticed, bless.
P.E was JOKES. I honestly can barely hit a shot, but managed to hit a couple while playing mixed doubles with Ant against Stefan and Polina. My 'mating dance' went down a treat.
They were filming for Guardian Angels when Me and Karina left detention. So we had to quickly run accross the bridgeway before we got in the way of a car chase through the car park. I can't wait for GA this year.
Development day tomorrow or something. All i know is that we're not allowed to bring in food - and they've even got people who are going to stand guard in the canteen so no year 10's go in. Ha. This should be interesting...
Travis - Flowers In The Window
Fact for today: Becci cannot play babminton.
& has an AMAZING mating dance.
& has an AMAZING mating dance.
Tuesday, 23 September 2008
Monday, 22 September 2008
RHCP - Dani Calafornia
Basically, today my mate got suspended for strangling a guy in our year until he passed out. Apart from that everything was goooood. Was a bit of a hyperactive giggly thing in art today - i tend to entertain people in that state. Chloe & Bethan were finding me hilarious, ha. Was with Cameron alot again in form & he joined us at lunch. He really likes touching me (in the non pervy way). I.e we hug alot.
Nothing else really happened - apart from having long chats about our christmas presents and plans for Shannon's (a bestie) birthday thing. OH and my aunties and uncles are basically making me remove some less-than-fully-clothed pictures of me from facebook, as they're too provocative and bad influences on my copycat; Emily. Sucks.
Nothing else really happened - apart from having long chats about our christmas presents and plans for Shannon's (a bestie) birthday thing. OH and my aunties and uncles are basically making me remove some less-than-fully-clothed pictures of me from facebook, as they're too provocative and bad influences on my copycat; Emily. Sucks.
Sunday, 21 September 2008
Eminem: Toy Soldiers
It's 8:10pm, and i have just come back from having dropped John off at his house :)
He was here for about 3 hours - playing guitar and writing songs with my brother. First time we'd talked properly. He's such a cool person - and is nineteen on friday :O. Rather gorgeous if i say so myself, ha.
Steak for dinner soon - YUM. Then school tomorrow. Tomorrow is a good day - subjects i enjoy. Geography, Business, Maths (grr) English & Art.
He was here for about 3 hours - playing guitar and writing songs with my brother. First time we'd talked properly. He's such a cool person - and is nineteen on friday :O. Rather gorgeous if i say so myself, ha.
Steak for dinner soon - YUM. Then school tomorrow. Tomorrow is a good day - subjects i enjoy. Geography, Business, Maths (grr) English & Art.
All Time Low - Running From Lions (acoustic)
I woke up this morning at a cheery time of 11:55. Even now (an hour later) I'm still not fully awake - i had such deep + clear dreams that I'm still in the dream state. I had three dreams as far as i remember, which made me wake up feeling very strange. I feel like my brain is really huge but empty :S. Today I'm too tired to do anything. I might pop round Camerons later on my usual long walk round my village. I LOVE long walks. Luckily my area is farely middle class and we know pretty much everyone. It's a beautiful town as well, with lots of woods and rivers, which makes walking around listening to music absolute heaven. I've also got a new-found liking for standing on the bridge over the motorway (15 minute walk) at night. Watching all the cars go past is strangely relaxing and I tend to go there most days. Longview: Further is playing. This is such an incredible song; it's one of those songs that make you fall in love with it every time you hear it. I love it, I love it, I love it!
P.s thanks to Sam for introducing me to this blog :)
P.s thanks to Sam for introducing me to this blog :)
Saturday, 20 September 2008
Regina Spektor - Fidelity
I love weekends.
Every Saturday my cousins find it their obligation to intrude on us. Christopher is 6 - a right little shit when he wants to be, but generally gorgeous. Emily is 11. Just started year 7 and texts me almost every day about how school has been, and weird facts she's discovered. She's pretty shy around everyone but me, and is smart for her age. We get along well and her admiration of me is so sweet. We watch DVDs pretty much every week. Today it was 'The Secret Garden' and some weird documentaries on 4od.
I'm loving how closely-knit our year is at the moment. Also, everyone is getting so much less judgemental. Some of our year are on the verge of losing their virginity, and are not branded sluts or man-whores any more. Of course the majority of us are not thinking about that at the moment - but it's nice to know that everyone has finally matured. I'm lucky with my school. Not only in the beauty of the place, I don't think i have an enemy in the whole school, and I've got good friends in all years. As for the work... :P
My best friend Cameron came round yesterday with his gorgeous German Shephard puppy, Syler. I only meant to see Syler then tell him to bugger off but we ended up talking on my doorstep for about half an hour. Cameron is one of my most favourite people in the world. I've known him since i was four, and he lives a 5 minute walk from me. He's really affectionate, and extremely confident. He's one of the few people that has proper chats with my parents without getting embarassed AT ALL - hence my mom's love for him. He's been mistaken as my boyfriend countless times, as we are usually attatched in one way, shape or form. Even though we annoy the shit out of eachother, we have an unspoken closeness which is unmissable. I owe him so much :D
Every Saturday my cousins find it their obligation to intrude on us. Christopher is 6 - a right little shit when he wants to be, but generally gorgeous. Emily is 11. Just started year 7 and texts me almost every day about how school has been, and weird facts she's discovered. She's pretty shy around everyone but me, and is smart for her age. We get along well and her admiration of me is so sweet. We watch DVDs pretty much every week. Today it was 'The Secret Garden' and some weird documentaries on 4od.
I'm loving how closely-knit our year is at the moment. Also, everyone is getting so much less judgemental. Some of our year are on the verge of losing their virginity, and are not branded sluts or man-whores any more. Of course the majority of us are not thinking about that at the moment - but it's nice to know that everyone has finally matured. I'm lucky with my school. Not only in the beauty of the place, I don't think i have an enemy in the whole school, and I've got good friends in all years. As for the work... :P
My best friend Cameron came round yesterday with his gorgeous German Shephard puppy, Syler. I only meant to see Syler then tell him to bugger off but we ended up talking on my doorstep for about half an hour. Cameron is one of my most favourite people in the world. I've known him since i was four, and he lives a 5 minute walk from me. He's really affectionate, and extremely confident. He's one of the few people that has proper chats with my parents without getting embarassed AT ALL - hence my mom's love for him. He's been mistaken as my boyfriend countless times, as we are usually attatched in one way, shape or form. Even though we annoy the shit out of eachother, we have an unspoken closeness which is unmissable. I owe him so much :D
Intro
I really don't know how to start this, but I suppose I'll just wing it, which im best at :) I'm Becci/Becky/Bex/BB - I've been called everything. I'm fourteen & I live in England. I have an older brother & two cats.
I hate doing things the typical way, so i'm not going to do the usual 'here's every detail of my life' introduction technique. I'll just list the slightly more interesting bits.
1) I'm right handed but i eat with my left hand
2) I'm pretty blunt
3) I'm an optomist
4) I hate chocolate flavoured stuff but LOVE chocolate
5) I'm easily bored but uncomfortable with change
6) I've been called 'a walking cliché'
7) I love [stylish] floral patterns
8) I can't stand selfishness
9) I don't think about things too much
10) I dont care about being noticed or other people's opinions of me
11) I can't stand people who judge
12) I'm a loving person - never doubt my affection if you're nice to me.
13) I hate overly soppy things.
14) I love the '&' and '+' signs.
15) I hate obviousness. I like to be original.
16) I prefer hidden beauty to obvious
17) I get along better with guys than girls
18) I notice things that others don't.
19) I love the rain. But not what it does to my hair :/
20) I'm good at empathy
21) I prefer the truth to politeness. Tell me if i look like an idiot.
22) I love cute nicknames
23) I'm easy to get along with
24) People who change around others tend to annoy me.
25) I like people that use proper grammar but i'm not uptight about it, so dont worry.
26) I'm easily amused
27) I love music. I know the lyrics to pretty much every song i own, and i'm known for it :D
Tbh i don't expect anyone to read this - as I've only given the link to one person, and that is how it will stay. This blog is for me and no-one else. I'm not going to lie to make myself more interesting or cooler. It's the truth - my thoughts, my feelings, my opinions.
I hate doing things the typical way, so i'm not going to do the usual 'here's every detail of my life' introduction technique. I'll just list the slightly more interesting bits.
1) I'm right handed but i eat with my left hand
2) I'm pretty blunt
3) I'm an optomist
4) I hate chocolate flavoured stuff but LOVE chocolate
5) I'm easily bored but uncomfortable with change
6) I've been called 'a walking cliché'
7) I love [stylish] floral patterns
8) I can't stand selfishness
9) I don't think about things too much
10) I dont care about being noticed or other people's opinions of me
11) I can't stand people who judge
12) I'm a loving person - never doubt my affection if you're nice to me.
13) I hate overly soppy things.
14) I love the '&' and '+' signs.
15) I hate obviousness. I like to be original.
16) I prefer hidden beauty to obvious
17) I get along better with guys than girls
18) I notice things that others don't.
19) I love the rain. But not what it does to my hair :/
20) I'm good at empathy
21) I prefer the truth to politeness. Tell me if i look like an idiot.
22) I love cute nicknames
23) I'm easy to get along with
24) People who change around others tend to annoy me.
25) I like people that use proper grammar but i'm not uptight about it, so dont worry.
26) I'm easily amused
27) I love music. I know the lyrics to pretty much every song i own, and i'm known for it :D
Tbh i don't expect anyone to read this - as I've only given the link to one person, and that is how it will stay. This blog is for me and no-one else. I'm not going to lie to make myself more interesting or cooler. It's the truth - my thoughts, my feelings, my opinions.
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