Sia - Breathe Me

This song's about anorexia.

Was at home today. Found out that Hollie was off school too, lol.
I got woken up by my cleaner at 11 (of course). this time i didn't mind though. You see recently a girl, Danny, who lives down my road died of a brain hemmorage. She was only 23. Wendy (cleaner) knew their family really well .. so it had affected her pretty badly.
She opened the door and said 'oh sorry Beck i didnt realise you were here.' i mumbled 's'fineee'. She said 'i gotta see (dannys mum) later... see i knew their family really well...' then she started crying. I sat up and said 'aw wendy'. She said 'dyou know what? We just gotta appreciate that we're here and we're fine. When we die we'll be free from this mortal trap.' Quite intense stuff. Then she was like 'Ok because you're here.... you can make a mess, you can play your music loud, i dont care'. all emotionally. I smiled and said 'dont worry about it.' I spent most of the day talking to her about... everything. Stuff. Will. General stuff. S'been a nice day.
Christ i've been having such lazy days recently. The last time i went out was on Friday - and that was only to the West wing for a performace :L. Me & roisin went for a walk + saw cameron who MIGHT have whacked his head on the door frame, bless him. He's coming round on Friday cause he's got a really good film he wants me to see. (Y)(Y).